Muddy of raw age !!

After all, the people of Uttar Pradesh are often forgotten,
But it is a patchy mohabbat of kuchi hai!
I remember how I could have forgotten, I still smile at me, when I am excited to clean the cupboard from the yellow pages of my old diary.
She was the most beloved girl of my class, "was or did not know", for me it was the most special thing made for God.
I was only 12 years old when we met for the first time;
That God has made him only for me!
I am telling the authority, I did not show any reason, there was little fun than it was.
The marks of the mustache had not come up to the face, we started to understand ourselves young!
We used to be in the 7th class, often used to see the laughter of Kapis with the excuse of studies. Hi how lovely he was!
Sometimes after a holiday, after some distance he would have followed him, but then stopped looking at him and he would just go back to the gate of the school. He was afraid that he could not find it. He did not know that, but now that the whole class was aware of it, except for him, friends used to tease him towards him, and he would have the courage to sit on the seat next to him.
But the heart seemed to be throbbing as soon as he went near him, now Ishq was on my shoulders, if I did not wish to leave this holiday, then it would not have been missed every day for a day!
Often, what do you think everyday, thinking that every day will be morning and day after all, I will continue to tell him all the way, and then think about it every night I would say, how would I say, then again, will be determined by myself whether it is tomorrow or tomorrow. I will be telling him all the time tomorrow.
But then it will be the same, the beats are fast, the speed of breath increases, it does not appear that it is fear or happiness is to be understood, that Jubo was closed, why not go, and can not say anything, that moment will tell me tomorrow. Before I could, I meant to be drowned in his eyes, more important than the fulfillment of my wish.
I would have kept saying and then one day it was discovered that he left school in the middle of the school, I did not know where to do, what I would do, it was a bit of a day. Friends explained that if there is luck, then one day I will definitely get it If you do not give enough of God's love for the sake of your true love, then it will be loan on you.
Then there were months passed and I brought supplements very much at home, sometimes even a slight mistake would have even bitten by giving the same result results!
I have also carefully considered all the Gods left and left studies,
Months passed by the past year and board exams were going to come after some two and a half years. Now, seeing the more pressure of studies, my enrollment was also done in a renowned coaching of the city.
Gaya, and this time again history repeated itself, the first day of the class and the same day on it there is its greatness. Hi a mithi prabhan si her woh hussi!
I went in. He looked at me as if he was asking me his eyes, how are you here, the answer was ready, I have been looking for you. But the courage to say no to the lips!
No ,
No, I did not think that I would not allow this to happen once again, I had thought that when I will meet him, he will give such a thing in a gift which he will wear when he wakes up, he will feel that he has become perfect !
So I took two lovely earrings for her, the shopkeeper had also made attache in the eyes of the eyes, who was taking brother for whom! The answer was just a smile filled with embarrassment!
Now the next day, while going to his seat in the class, keeping a small chit on his hands without looking at him quickly came out. What was written in it ?? Just after that leave, they will wait for you in the adjoining park, come and tell me something! By the way, he used to ask questions and answer in class, but he was silent today. I was very afraid,
As soon as I was leaving, I went to the park and waited for a few minutes sitting between the trees. It was a moment that the heart was nervous that she would have felt bad and she would not come, but the nervousness came out when she felt humiliated, she hid the feelings of her own face and asked, What happened to me, what did you say to me! I am getting late.
I was helpless, I was feeling as though she was laughing at me, now you do not have any work, you can not tell me the chance. So if this time went then the thing could deteriorate.
It can worsen, then it will be rehearsed! No, I can not save again, I will say anything today! He was thinking that he turned his hand in front of my eyes and said, Where have you been lost, now do not say anything.
When I got out of the box with the earrings, I told him everything I had to do. How many days have you been, when you are near you neither do you forget yourself
How can this heart go to any extent for a smile of how, after her departure, the heart was fighting herself with God, how much mohabbat I used to say to her, I put that dubbing in her hand . He then slapped a slap on my cheek with his other hand, "Stack"!
I just got a sigh! But when Sambhala saw and looked at him, his eyes were full of tears. There were gracious expressions on the face. I kept looking at him, in that he usually fell into my throat and said in a loud voice, crazy took so much time to say so many things! We were afraid that if you can not say it then what will happen to us, so wait for us, we will never forgive you! And said the arms tightened! My hands came out of my eyes and touched my eyes! Tried to handle myself but who was it to save him now in my arms .. !!

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